i wana live my dream in a record machine

so tired, so so tired

stefanlsd — Mon, 28 Apr 2008 14:20:50 +0000

100 de litri de bere, vin, vodca, tequilla samd… cu ocazia pastelui … party party patry .. nu am mai dormit mai mult de 2 ore consecutiv de 5 zile .. simt ca mor de abia apas pe taste … pfuu de abia stau treaz .. si stau treaz ca stiu ca diseara nu fac nimik si o sa dorm ca un porc 20 de ore .. ca daca ma culc de pe acuma cu ziua in cap ma trezesc pe la 4 dimineata si iar nu mai dorm noaptea … in fine … Daca o tin tot asa in 1 saptamana 2 cred ca ma stafidesc si mor ) DECI iau o pauza binemeritata si stau linistit o sapt asa .. cred ca ma duc sa joc baschet in fiecare zi (daca i’mi permite vremea) ca nu i’mi mai simt muschii si ma dor toate oasele …. ma dor si firele de par …. mdea R&R o saptamana … sleep, sleep and more sleep … Pana data viitoare hai cius…

i think i’ll get a job soon..

stefanlsd — Sun, 09 Mar 2008 11:47:53 +0000

asta e un gand infricosator…. o sa intru in randul oamenilor “normali” .. oarecum pt. ca eu sper sa raman in continuare un “ciudat” .. i’mi place cum sunt .. e distractiv si neplictisitor. Dar vad ca toti cei care s’au angajat si au intrat intr’un anumit grup s’au cam schimbat, nu neaparat intr’un mod rau dar s’au schimbat …. parca sunt mai normali mai……. adulti ….. si eu nu vreau sa ajung asa … (i love the child in me). In fine trebuia sa se intample si asta ca vad ca la lotto nu am castigat inca (de’ nici nu am jucat, dar eu speram) …… om trai si om vedea ce o sa se intample … tre’ sa ma gandesc la partea pozitiva .. o sa am bani si chiar o sa fac ce vreau de acum inainte …. in fine asta faceam si pana acuma dar in ultimu timp am cam dat faliment si viata mea de noapte a cam murit …. dar recuperez eu nici o problema ) … urasc sa ma gandesc la ziua de maine …. vorba aia “nu lasa pe maine ce poti lasa pe poimaine”

P.S. m’am decis cu bogdan (pretenar de la bloc) sa ne lasam de fumat …. asta o sa fie tare .. e prima data cand zic asta sa vedem ce o iesi …. cred ca o sa fie foarte amuzant )

FMM de iarna

stefanlsd — Wed, 30 Jan 2008 19:54:53 +0000

nu mai trece bah nene odata iarna si frigu asta ca m-am plictisit de tot. Am amortit in cacat fara un sport ceva acolo… vreeaaaauuu la mareeeee!! sau la munteee da pe caldura …… sa fac gratar cu ursu (dupa ce-i fac un stone cold stuner si-l potolesc si pe urma beau un lighean de bere). NU mai vreau sa ies din casa cu toate hainele din dulap…. vreau 25 de grade nu mai mult.. si le vreau ACUM

CE IDIOTENIE DE POST (ma plictiseam si am zis hai sa mai aberez si eu ceva)

Listen Up (i don’t belive in magic, life is automatic..)

stefanlsd — Fri, 25 Jan 2008 15:29:54 +0000

Listen up
What’s the time said today
I’m gonna speak my mind
Take me up
To the top of the world
I wanna see my crime

Day by day
There’s a man in a suit
Who’s gonna make you pay
For the thoughts
That you think and the words
They won’t let you say

One fine day
Gonna leave you all behind
It wouldn’t be so bad
If I had more time
But I’m
Sailing down a river alone
I’ve been trying to find
My way back home
But I don’t believe in magic
Life is automatic but I don’t mind being on my own
No, I don’t mind being on my own

(repeat from top)

Sailing down a river alone
I’ve been trying to find
My way back home
But I don’t believe in magic
Life is automatic
But I don’t mind being on my own
I said that I don’t mind
Being on my own
No, I don’t mind being on my own
I said I don’t mind being on my own

………

stefanlsd — Fri, 25 Jan 2008 15:18:23 +0000

am realizat cu timpu ca nenea noel avea dreptate pe melodia “fade away” cand zice asa; “while we’re living the dreams we have as children fade away” Nu pot sa zic ca m-am schimbat mult de la 18 ani incoa’ da oricum parca sa schimbat ceva, nush daca pot numi schimbarea maturizare .. sau…. nush in fine parca acuma sunt ceva mai linistit si mai indiferent .. nu ma mai deranjaza prea multe, nu ma mai enervez asa repede (dar incapatanat inca sunt). Eeeee in fine om traii si om vedea … (cred ca time just passed me by)

NU! nu cred ca pot sa schimb lumea da’ nici ea pe mine sa ca bring it on.. i don’t give a fuck what you think or say about me … I am what I am … take it or leave it …. stupid fuckers

ce m-am plictisit..

stefanlsd — Fri, 25 Jan 2008 15:10:14 +0000

de tot si de toti, parca nu mai am chef de nimik, nush dece nu pot sa zic ca in ultimele zile nu m-am distrat sau poate tocmai d-asta. Au fost 2-3 saptamani foarte incarcate din punct de vedere al iesitului in oras…. ce pot sa-mi doresc mai mult… prieteni, bere si discutii despre tot si nimic (but i still wana’ live my dream in a record machine) …. Dar daca stau sa ma gandesc mai bine nici in casa nu vreau sa stau ca e si mai plictisitor si deprimant si ma apuc iar sa-l ascult pe plangaciosu’ ala de thom (da, NU mai ascult radiohead, sunt prea deprimanti si plictisitori in momentu asta pt. mine). Eeee lasa ca se face seara (e si vineri) deci cred ca strang “brigada” si mergem la “petrecerea” din damask ca e cea mai atragatoare varianta… sau cine stie poate vine cineva cu o propunere si mai intereseanta …… vad eu ….. hai cius..

Slide Away (Oasis)

stefanlsd — Sun, 20 Jan 2008 15:35:50 +0000

Slide away, and give it all you’ve got
My today, fell in from the top
I dream of you, and all the things you say
I wonder where you are now?

Hold me down, all the world’s asleep
I need you now, you knock me off my feet,
I dream of you, and the thought of growing old
But you said please don’t…

Slide in baby, together we’ll fly
I’ve tried praying, but I don’t know what you’re saying to me

Now that you’re mine
We’ll find a way
Of chasing the sun
Let me be the one, that shines with you
in the morning, I don’t know what to do
two of a kind
We’ll find a way
To do what we’ve done
Let me be the one, that shines with you
And we can slide away, slide away, slide away, away…

Slide away, and give it all you’ve got
My today, fell in from the top
I dream of you, and all the things you say
I wonder where you are now?

Slide in baby, together we’ll fly
I’ve tried praying, and I know just what you’re saying to me

Now that you’re mine
We’ll find a way
Of chasing the sun
Let me be the one that shines with you
in the morning when you don’t know what to do
two of a kind
We’ll find a way
To do what we’ve done
Oh, let me be the one
That shines with you, and we can slide away…

Slide away, slide away, slide away, slide away
(and I wanna try now, i wanna make you mine now) x 3

I don’t know, I don’t care, all I know is you can take me there x 5
(Slide away…)
Take me there

nice week..

stefanlsd — Sat, 19 Jan 2008 15:37:03 +0000

ultima saptamana a fost foarte frumoasa si foarte activa din punct de vedere al socializarii…. adik am iesit de vreo 3 ori in 3 zile:D la o bere si o vorba cu 3 prieteni (dintre care 2 cu care nu prea mai vorbisem eu de mult) care au mai adus si alti oameni (boys & girls) din care o parte sunt de treaba si o parte sunt …… insignificanti… dintre cei cu care m-am inteles foarte bine ies 2 in evidenta … una bucata fata si una bucata bajet …. amandoi foarte de treaba in special gaby (fata) cu care am stat de vb toata noapte de fiecare data… iar al 2-lea e “pishti” un bajet de treaba cu care poti sa faci o caterinca la o narghilea …. deci in ultima saptamana m-am reinprietenit cu 2 preteni si mi-am mai facut si alti 2 prieteni noi …. ceea ce e o performanta pt. mine … de obicei eu i-mi mai fac un prieten (amic) nou cam o data la 10 ani, asa ca e foarte bine….

m-am decis….

stefanlsd — Sat, 19 Jan 2008 15:24:44 +0000

dupa vreo 6 beri cu un pretenar bun intr-un pub am ajuns amandoi la concluzia ca e cazu sa ne apucam de afaceri si dupa multe variante cretine ne-am decis sa ne deschidem o firma de publicitate…… dupa ce am ramas fara bani si bere am renuntat la idee ….

Abattoir Blues – Nick Cave

stefanlsd — Mon, 14 Jan 2008 14:36:37 +0000

ce mult i-mi place melodia asta… The sun is high up in the sky and I’m in my car
Drifting down into the abattoir
Do you see what I see, dear?

The air grows heavy. I listen to your breath
Entwined together in this culture of death
Do you see what I see, dear?

Slide on over here, let me give you a squeeze
To avert this unholy evolutionary trajectory
Can you hear what I hear, babe?
Does it make you feel afraid?

Everything’s dissolving, babe, according to plan
The sky is on fire, the dead are heaped across the land
I went to bed last night and my
moral code got jammed
I woke up this morning with a Frappucino in my hand

I kissed you once. I kissed you again
My heart it tumbled like the stock exchange
Do you feel what I feel, dear?

Mass extinction, darling, hypocrisy
These things are not good for me
Do you see what I see, dear?

The line the God throws down to you and me
Makes a pleasing geometry
Shall we leave this place now, dear?
Is there someway out of here?

I wake with the sparrows and I hurry off to work
The need for validation, babe, gone completely
berserk
I wanted to be your Superman but I turned out such a
jerk
I got the abattoir blues
I got the abattoir blues
I got the abattoir blues
Right down to my shoes